I am about to do something great, something big... and 2009 should be my year. I have had lots of great year, but this one... this one... has to be the year I stand out. Accomplish more... take substantial risks.
So keep watching... for Ntao is still here
Monday, December 29, 2008
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
DEPENDANCY ON SALARY
I think for those who are self employed, they wonder why soem of us still rely on a salary. Wait anxiously or patiantly for payday.
I for one want to break out of that dependancy. Of that perfect reliabilty that a specific amount of money will be in my account on a specific day and time.
I want to have the guts to take the risks. Earn what i work for. Earn what my intelligence... or lack of it... can provide.
It is not an easy thng to do... but a risk worth taking.
I for one want to break out of that dependancy. Of that perfect reliabilty that a specific amount of money will be in my account on a specific day and time.
I want to have the guts to take the risks. Earn what i work for. Earn what my intelligence... or lack of it... can provide.
It is not an easy thng to do... but a risk worth taking.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Monday, September 1, 2008
Love and War... or Fear
At times, I wonder why I am with the one I love.
Because sometimes I feel like it is not love.
Its like fear to be alone. Fear to lose your love.
I think I need you more than I should.
And I am trying not to love more than i i want to.
And yet to love unrestricted is the ultimate freedom.
But why does my heart seek assuarance?
Why does my mind seek constant confirmation,
When you are here for me always. Loving me always,
Ya... love, why can't it just come by its own?
No fear, no doubts. Just love alone.
Because sometimes I feel like it is not love.
Its like fear to be alone. Fear to lose your love.
I think I need you more than I should.
And I am trying not to love more than i i want to.
And yet to love unrestricted is the ultimate freedom.
But why does my heart seek assuarance?
Why does my mind seek constant confirmation,
When you are here for me always. Loving me always,
Ya... love, why can't it just come by its own?
No fear, no doubts. Just love alone.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
TREAT MONEY LIKE LOVE
Yeah, I was surprised when I heard that. Suze Orman said on OPrah that people treat their money as they would traet the people around them.
Mark, she did not say feel, but rather treat.
I am careful with money. Try to save and get out of debt. So I am always putting it where I would not lose, so does that mean that i treat people around me that way? Like I do not want to lose them. I try to have them in a space where they are safe and always accessible to me?
What about those who are giving? But yes... maybe it is true... but how do you explain somebody who just saves all the money they have?
Mark, she did not say feel, but rather treat.
I am careful with money. Try to save and get out of debt. So I am always putting it where I would not lose, so does that mean that i treat people around me that way? Like I do not want to lose them. I try to have them in a space where they are safe and always accessible to me?
What about those who are giving? But yes... maybe it is true... but how do you explain somebody who just saves all the money they have?
Monday, July 21, 2008
THE RIGHT TO DISCRIMINATE
We all have equal rights. Okay?
We all have the right to believe in what ever we want. Right? Right...
But, this rights are okay for al long as they do not affect another person's right to the same rights. Right? Right...
My point is that if a person has the right to refuse a gay lodger in their house? why would some people try to force the landlord to try and not discriminate... when in fact that person has the right to who he allows in his yard?
Why is hard to swallow when you hear so called chistians and muslims say that other beliefs (especially in ancestors) are evil working with evil spirits?
I am not saying it is right to discriminate, but if we are to try and live together, and understand each other, is it then not to also try and understand those who disagree with us? We do not have to be in teh same space as them. Why would anyone want to be in the same space as people who think that what they do is evil is beyond me... but it happenes.
We all have the right to believe in what ever we want. Right? Right...
But, this rights are okay for al long as they do not affect another person's right to the same rights. Right? Right...
My point is that if a person has the right to refuse a gay lodger in their house? why would some people try to force the landlord to try and not discriminate... when in fact that person has the right to who he allows in his yard?
Why is hard to swallow when you hear so called chistians and muslims say that other beliefs (especially in ancestors) are evil working with evil spirits?
I am not saying it is right to discriminate, but if we are to try and live together, and understand each other, is it then not to also try and understand those who disagree with us? We do not have to be in teh same space as them. Why would anyone want to be in the same space as people who think that what they do is evil is beyond me... but it happenes.
Friday, July 18, 2008
IS AFRICA REALLY FREE?
Is Africa really free? Politically free? Financially free?
Did we sell our souls in oder to be accepted in international grounds?
Some doctore in economics said that we receuve foreing aid in exchange of other things. There are conditions... some being that we have to spend it on buying goods from that country... or give that country preference to trade in our country.
So really? How free can we ever be? When some of our countries' financial budget rely heavily on foreign aid.
Did we sell our souls in oder to be accepted in international grounds?
Some doctore in economics said that we receuve foreing aid in exchange of other things. There are conditions... some being that we have to spend it on buying goods from that country... or give that country preference to trade in our country.
So really? How free can we ever be? When some of our countries' financial budget rely heavily on foreign aid.
Monday, July 14, 2008
NO 50/50 IN RELATIONSHIP...
Most of us fantasize of being equal partners, and in theory it may be so. And from the on lookers it may appear so. But the 2 people no that they are never equally 50/50. the power may shift.
One person does not dominate through out. Otherwise it leaves one vulnurable to any abuse.
also, even though there is no 50/50, the gap should never be extremely wide. It should be somthing where the 2 can be compatible.
But there is never 50/50. Come to think of it... it probably does not even exist between business partners. One is always more resourcefull and needed... and the powers may vary... but never 50/50.
One person does not dominate through out. Otherwise it leaves one vulnurable to any abuse.
also, even though there is no 50/50, the gap should never be extremely wide. It should be somthing where the 2 can be compatible.
But there is never 50/50. Come to think of it... it probably does not even exist between business partners. One is always more resourcefull and needed... and the powers may vary... but never 50/50.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
READ QU'RAN KORAN
I tried reading the Koran, and I went up to chapter 16. The thing that struck me hard was how they say that 1 man is an equivelant of 2 women. Yeah...
Monday, July 7, 2008
INTELLIGENCE DECREASE
I think I am suffering from such. I have found myself saying the silliets thing ever. I don have the quick witty responses that I used to have.
Eish...
Eish...
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Mugabe... what is he up to
Since he a topic we can't avoid the topic... what is the old man up to?
He seems like he has a point to prove to Britain, and he is now sounding like a broken record.
He seems like he has a point to prove to Britain, and he is now sounding like a broken record.
www.letsplaychess.com
Anyone up for a chess game check out www.letsplaychess.com
And please do challenge me. My ass is currently being kicked.
And please do challenge me. My ass is currently being kicked.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
MILLION MAN MARCH
The south africa million march was to stand up against violence. A good thing indeed. Even though less than 10 thousand people were there, atleast they were there.
the day chosen was not an easy one for many... we were working.
And then, I would like to know if the foreigners were there too. After all this violence also affect them.
But next time, perhaps it should tie in with a holiday (We have millions of them here is South Africa)
the day chosen was not an easy one for many... we were working.
And then, I would like to know if the foreigners were there too. After all this violence also affect them.
But next time, perhaps it should tie in with a holiday (We have millions of them here is South Africa)
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